Seeing Energy

Many of you know that I am psychic. I channel during my readings to deliver messages from my client's spirit guides. I also have a strong inner knowing, the ability to ask and receive answers to questions I have (within a 2 week window usually), as well as a new fun ability in the last couple of years of having visions. Some of my other abilities are communicating with my deceased loved ones and having regular visitation dreams with them. As a part of practicing spiritual work and having heightened awareness, your abilities get stronger and new ones develop as you go.

Today I want to tell you about one that I find fascinating, that people don't tend to talk much about. Seeing energy. It's one of my gifts that I don't bring up a lot because it sounds a little crazy even to me, although it is very real and present, as it's become a daily part of my life at this point. It's also one that I find completely fascinating.

Believe it or not, I am someone who requires lots of evidence before I believe something is real. I don't adopt ideas that don't make sense to me. And I never put my faith in things that I can't verify somehow.

So let me tell you how all of this started...

One night a few years ago I was at my mom's house with my daughters. We were in town for the viewing and funeral of someone I cared very deeply for, my daughter's father. The entire week was one filled with tears, stories, complete shock, and incredible sadness. Some odd occurrences had already taken place that started about two weeks before his death. And he had made several attempts to reach out since passing even at that point.

A couple of nights before the funeral I was sitting in the back room at my mom's house late one night with two of my daughters. It might be a good time to note that all three of my daughters were born with many psychic abilities. Well, that night we up late together telling stories, crying off and on, and just generally hanging out...when my one daughter looked at the corner of the room and said "Do you guys see that?" Both of us looked at where she was looking but agreed that we couldn't see anything there. Then she started describing what it looked like. She said it was a gray/white color and it looked like tiny like particles that were moving together, kinda like it was raining or snowing in the house. I admit that at first I wondered if the grief was just really strong and maybe she was starting to imagine things she wanted to see.

But then...I started to see it too! Once I could see it, it became clear as day and I couldn't unsee it after that. At first it freaked me out and I doubted what I was really seeing. We spent a few hours that night trying to figure out what it was, how it worked, and questioned why it was happening.

My daughter told me that she has seen this energy her whole life, but never really understood what it was. For me...that was the very first time. We tried explaining it away and blaming it on something that made sense. But it just didn't seem like there was any normal explanation to be found. And since we were both seeing the same thing, we tried to make sense of what it must be. My other daughter never did end up being able to see it that night, but she did try to help us to try and figure out what it was.

We went to bed that night, not feeling completely certain about what we had experienced, but in the months and years since then, we have both had many more experiences with it. I just call it energy at this point because it seems like the right way to describe it.

And I have to say that energy is pretty neat when you see it. It is pretty much always in motion. And when you notice it, it responds to you noticing it, and it seems to want to show you things. It changes colors, forms shapes, swirls and spins, and even seems to dance in a way.

Ever since that first night, I see it every day. It always feels positive and loving and I've never had any negative feelings from it at all. Also nothing bad has ever happened when I've been experiencing it. I don't technically know if I am seeing someone's specific energy or the energy of my spirit guides, or maybe even some sort of collective energy. I've not really interacted much with it. I have just mostly observed it.

Sometimes it seems like it's trying to tell me things, but I was only brave enough to talk to it once. It seemed to be exceptionally active one day while I was on the phone with my mom. And when I got off the phone I looked right at it and I said out loud "if you have something you want to tell me, just tell me!" And then all of those little swirling particles came together to form what looked like a fetus to me. (Like a baby inside a womb.) I instantly thought "Wow! someone is going to have a baby!" Anyone who knows me, knows that I have wanted grandbabies forever!!! And so I told my daughters that I thought someone was going to have a baby. They thought it was ridiculous as none of them were wanting to have babies anytime soon. And I admit that I thought that it was a little silly at the time too.

Well...then a few months later, we found out that my middle daughter Samantha was pregnant with my first granddaughter!

At first none of us remembered about the energy telling me that. But then one day I did, and I said "Hey! Remember when I told you guys that the energy made that shape in the air and I thought someone would have a baby?"

Well I have been a believer ever since!

I won't claim to know what or who this energy is, where it is coming from, or why I am seeing it. What I do know though, is that I do see it, very clearly now in fact, wherever I am. I have seen it in my bedroom, my bathroom, and in the many rooms in my house. I've seen it on my back porch and while I've been out in public. I even see it on planes!

I have never asked it another question yet, but I have observed it many times. I think it's almost hypnotic to watch it dance and swirl and move, and to change colors when I am just sitting still. I know that it's good and not bad, as I don't allow negative energy to exist around me. And I truly believe that whoever or whatever it is, it is around me for some good reason and I trust that.

I have grown to trust this energy. I believe it's probably part of my spirit team, guiding me to help people in the best ways I can, because my work is very spiritually focused and guided. And because I do feel an entire team around me, helping me at all times.

*The picture I have included in this post is very similar to what this energy looks like to me. It's usually a light gray color, but changes its color all the time. It's translucent, as I can see it in front of all of the other objects in whatever room I am in. When I see it, it is moving and swirling all the time. It's like it's in a different layer than the objects in the room. It kind of reminds me of the way Adobe Photoshop works. You can create a new layer on top of an existing layer. And then you can change the opacity of the top layer by making it more or less transparent. And I believe that must be similar to how reality works...in layers.

And the layers of reality are most likely easier or harder to see, based on the capability of your awareness.

Have you ever seen energy? I'd love to hear about your experiences.☼

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As always...I love you SO much and I hope that you have every great and wonderful thing that you can possibly imagine in this world. You are amazing and you deserve to love your life.

Love, Tami ♥

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