It all began with a message from my spirit guides, a promise that I would become pregnant with a baby boy on September 22, 2022. This was a pretty wild message, especially considering I had made the “irreversible” decision to have my tubes cut and burnt eight years ago. Surely, there was no way. But I believed it.

As the days went by, that hopeful belief began to fade. September 22nd came and went, and I wasn’t pregnant. My husband, who had no children of his own, shared the feelings of disappointment; let down. I had painted a perfect picture in my head of how all of this was going to go. ‘My guides told me!’, I thought over and over. Time passed, and we wanted it even more than before. We began to explore the option of IVF, but like many families, the financial aspect felt like a mountain too steep to climb.

Then, one fateful day, I stumbled upon a specialist in my state who performed tubal reversals. Surprisingly it was affordable, quick, and offered a more natural path to conception. To add to the miracle, there was a chance it could alleviate my PTLS (Post-Tubal Ligation Syndrome, which, by the way, is very real). We booked the surgery, which was scheduled on a date we didn’t choose. The specialist was dedicated, performing these surgeries all day, every day.

Two months later, I came out of the experience healed and hopeful. When September 22nd arrived again, I held my breath as I took a pregnancy test. It was positive! To say I was excited was an understatement. Words couldn’t capture the joy that I felt, that my husband and I both felt!

But just as quickly as all the excitement arrived, it was ripped away. On October 4, 2023, I found myself in the ER, with a ruptured ectopic pregnancy and a cyst the size of a grapefruit. I learned that I had been bleeding internally for probably a couple of days.

Yes, there were obvious symptoms that I refused to believe meant this wasn’t working out. My body held onto that pain while my heart clung to denial. I figured if I could tough it out, everything would be fine. And Yes, the surgery I had increased the risk of complications, but everything comes with risks. I had chosen this path, and despite everything, I had zero regrets.

In the aftermath, I faced another few months of healing once more, both physically and emotionally. I was thrown into a “Dark Night of The Soul”. Anger bubbled within me—I felt betrayed by my guides for what I understood as lies. I was a storm of emotions: angry, grieving, sad, and lost but in secrecy. I don't think anyone really noticed. I didn't want anyone to notice. I always told myself it was a superpower of mine, holding it all in.

Then one random day, while watching Lara Star’s podcast, I was completely captivated by Tami LoPresti, a guest who spoke about the power of numerology. I had always been fascinated by the numbers that shape our lives, and in that moment of inspiration, I scheduled a reading with her.

From the moment our session began, I felt seen, and I felt understood for the first time. The way she tapped into my energy during my reading was like her soul was holding my hand and hugging me. I didn’t feel alone. Did I get the answers to all my questions? No, but I left that session with a renewed empowerment of myself. In that space, I discovered a deeper understanding of myself and knowing what I was capable of. I felt that I wasn’t alone in what I was going through.

Somehow, during that session she was able to share this darkness with me and take some of it away. It made the weight less heavy. All of this understanding just from reading my date of birth and listening to the numbers talk and tell her what I was going through. The energies that you feel in people’s numbers are phenomenal.

After that transformative session, I knew I was destined to learn this art, to help others feel seen and understood, just as Tami had done for me. Sure enough, months later, she began teaching, and I eagerly stepped into the world of Cosmic Ascended Numerology.

Now, here I stand, a Numerologist committed to helping others navigate their journeys and feel seen and understood, one number at a time. I’m here to help illuminate the path, to guide you through your obstacles, and to remind you that you are not alone.☺

The other morning, I found myself awake at 4am — not due to insomnia, but by choice. Dr. Joe Dispenza had a livestream meditation, and I wasn't going to miss it. I mean, really… “What else would you be doing” at 4am besides sleeping? It definitely earned me a well-deserved nana nap later that day, but it was more than worth it. Over the past few years, I've become increasingly aware of the power of our words — how everything we say carries a frequency. Dr. Joe’s work, particularly in Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself, dives deeply into this idea. His teachings center around shifting the mental scripts we live by. Because, as many of us are beginning to understand, what we put out… we attract. In week 3 of his program, there’s a practice called “The Change Game.” It's simple, but powerful: become aware of those low-vibration thoughts the moment they arise, and consciously choose to change them. It’s not about perfection — it’s about practice, and presence. This lesson came into sharp focus during the healing journey with my son, Thomas. Together, we began to pay closer attention to the words we were using — not just outwardly, but inwardly. And that mindfulness brought a sense of clarity, even in difficult moments. Recently, I came across The Telepathy Tapes and an incredible YouTube interview between Pam Gregory and Veda Austin. These conversations inspired me to go one step deeper. What if it's not just our words we need to be mindful of… but our thoughts, too? We tend to believe that our thoughts are private — kept safe behind the veil of our own mind. But what if that’s not entirely true? What if our thoughts, too, are frequencies — able to be picked up, felt, or understood by others on some unseen level? This is more than theory. It's becoming clearer that thoughts may not only shape our own lives, but ripple out in ways we can't yet fully comprehend. So, here’s my gentle reminder (to you, and to myself): Let’s be mindful of what we say. Let’s be even more mindful of what we think. Because energy travels. And someone — somewhere — might just be tuning in. With gratitude and awareness.☻

We just wrapped an unforgettable private screening of the Hitchhiker episode from Journeys Into The Soul...and wow. This season is something special.

Producer David Marsh truly outdid himself. His creative vision and powerful storytelling brought these episodes to life in the most moving, meaningful way.

Season 2 is packed with soul-stirring insights and unexpected clarity. The kind that stays with you. And when you purchase the whole season, you're not just watching…you are supporting a project that's helping people all around the world to remember why they’re here and how to live with more purpose and intention.♥

We talk about dragons a lot in the Cosmic Ascended Numerology space because there is a number combo that shows up pretty often around here. It's called The Conqueror of The Dragon. This term is a bit misleading because it gives the impression that we are fighting dragons, when in truth this is actually a term that describes a person who walks alongside dragons. If you are someone who is The Conqueror of The Dragon then you are a person who has taken on a mission to stomp out the dark forces here on Earth. You have no tolerance for bullying or mistreatment of anyone around you, and you will be someone who feels like a force yourself. You will have a protective energy about you and will make others feel safe in your presence. You also will have at least one dragon as a spirit guide.

I am not someone who is The Conqueror of The Dragon, but I am the mother of two daughters who have come here with this mission. They are both protectors of the weak and feel like strong forces of nature themselves. There is nothing better than to be surrounded with people who carry this strong energy. Not only will you feel safe in their presence, but you will always know they have your back in even the hardest of situations.

A few months ago I was having a session with my good friend and crystal ball reader, Lucia. We were chatting about everything, as we always do, when she said "Did you know that you have dragons with you?" I was surprised when she said that because I never knew I had any dragons working with me at all. And then she showed me the very clear picture in her crystal ball. I was blown away at the fire and ice dragons that showed up for me! Later that week I took out my own crystal ball and I asked my dragons to show themselves to me again...and there they appeared! Not as clear as when Lucia saw them, but still they were undeniably there, and clearly the same dragons she showed me before. Again, just a few days ago, I looked up and saw my big dragon in the clouds, with the little one appearing just a few minutes after. I love my dragons so much and I feel them around me all the time now. They look the same every time they appear. The big one is white and looks a lot like the dragon from The Neverending Story. He has a semi-serious but super loving energy about him. The little one is blue and has a more playful and rambunctious nature. Every time they appear I feel so special to get to experience this really cool magic so often in my life. Check out all of the pics I have now collected of my dragons. The little one doesn't always show up as clear as the big one...but they certainly have become a huge wonderful presence in my life! What do you think? Do you have dragon energy around you too? Think you might have a dragon or two as guides helping you? Maybe ask them to show themselves to you? You might be surprised who shows up!♥